Love To Hate

A New Meaning..

I'm just f**ked up!!! You know, IT's BEEN TO LONG I KEEP TO MYSELF. I can't TAKE IT ANYMORE.... Not that i GIVE UP ON LOVE, it's just....

Every time i fall for someone, it always end worst than the beginning... IT's JUST I FELT THAT THE LEAST PLACE YOU WOULD FIND LOVE... It's there.. I just maybe suck in THIS.. You know, helping others is easy... Sigh. This is the worst ever in my SO CALLED EXPERINCE OF CRUSH AND LOVE(which now i'm sick of it).

Even i just want to earn the TRUST, its like GOING TO HELL... I'm sick of it. I'm just BLOODY HELL PISS with this... Love to Hate..

I meant what i say in my definition of love... But IT CAN'T WORK if the OTHER PARTY does not RESPONE, in this case MOST OF THE TIME OCCUR IN ME!!!!!!!!!! I can list all the NAME's... Just to you guys know who is this people are...

BUT... I can't.... Why.. easy... I respect THEM!!! EVEN its HEARTBROKEN, FINE... I'm willing to scarifice my EMOTIONS... This me... I AM WHAT I AM FROM MY PAST EXPERINCE..

PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE... IT WILL SHAPE ME!!!!

To note, i'm not directing this blog to anyone. But if you feel offended... ( WHICH I DON'T THINK SO) I apologize.

Now... What i feel is that... it has became HATE from what is was as a feeling towards someone...